I could shake you and break you and split apart your head
I hate you I love you and pray to god that you were dead
Now you've made it up all so fucking pretty
Time to lie down in your bed
When times were crumbling I always ran right to your side
I was always the last soul to leave and the first one to arrive
I ask myself and wonder why I continue to hold such high
Regards for you
I took apart my broken heart and rearranged it for you
I stiched together the pieces, they were only held with glue
There's nothing left worth saving, I would have died for you
When all things keep changing, best to let them up and move
I held that bottle in my hand and spared myself the doom
Trembling now and shaking I can see the doctors in my room
They pump the poison from my stomach
but there's no life left to save in here
Those times they are a changing
You hear everybody say
Best get on and moving on that midnight train
There's nothing left worth saving, its easier this way
Throw my heart far in that winter grave.
Float above a table where the whispereres gather round
The trimmings of the scapels edge lay motionless on the ground
I wonder what secret spell had suddenly got me down
But now I'm finally free from here
